We pray for you personally Susheila. We pray God’s strength and understanding, knowledge and discernment for you personally while you aim to see what you need to do about it. Your husband was permitting the enemy of our faith to pull him around like a puppet to accomplish the putting in a bid associated with devil. My heart grieves to you as well as your family members. I’d a cousin (whom passed away several years ago) who had been pulled around in other sinful means. I recall we had a deep, deep talk once where he admitted which he had ruined their life. He had been so regretful. And yet he didn’t start to see the used in breaking free. He stated that all things considered those several years of leading a life that is addicted what good would it not do in order to liberate at this time? We told him that the larger tragedy will be himself a chance when he could if he lived one more day in this lifestyle and never gave. Unfortunately, their previous addictions trapped he didn’t live much longer with him so. But we thank Jesus before he died that he truly put his hand into God’s.